March 1998:
Pain as a Tool
by Ken Thompshon
I would like to take a few moments of your time to explore the
possibility of using pain as a tool. Trust me, I think. I doubt anyone
feels there is a shortage of pain in their lives. I am only suggesting
that if you can't keep something from happening, enjoy it as much as
you can. Use it to your advantage. In the very least, you may be able
to turn a undesirable situation into a tolerable learning experience.
Please note that this is intended as no more than a fleeting glance at
the subject of pain. It is far from a comprehensive dissertation and
of course only my opinion. I appreciate you taking the time to read
my thoughts.
I would like to take a few moments of your time to explore the
possibility of using pain as a tool. Trust me, I know that may seem
laughable at first glimpse but please bear with me. At first the
common reaction to pain, Ow quit it! That hurts, appears quite
logical. In my opinion it is not the best possible reaction though.
Studying the Art that we do we are all familiar with pain in
varying degrees consistent with the way we individually choose to
train. The purpose of pain is quite obvious. Its the body telling us
Hey dummy! Youre about to break me or whatever the case might be.
Pain is our warning light, our diagnostic machine ready with
instantaneous feedback. Really quite impressive if you compare it to
our beloved technology. It not only tells us to stop doing something
but also gives us reason not to do it again. Since you are a student of
ninjutsu you probably havent picked up on that part too well.
Since we choose to do it again and again and again, why not
also choose to use the pain to gain a deeper understanding. Instead
of seeing the pain as a negative side-affect, lets open up to the pain.
Im sure this method is individual and Im sure my method is a
beginners understanding , but so far it seems to work. I like to open
up to the pain as opposed to gritting my teeth and sort of fighting it.
Try opening up your mind and letting the pain tear right through.
Let it cascade through your whole body and just ride, look at it,
admire it and respect it. The feeling Im attempting to express is
very much like a wind thing to me, like the pain is a wild horse.
Now, you may be asking why in the heck would you want to do
that. Well you might just be weird, or you could see pain as a great
teacher. Pain teaches us great many things, a few of which I will
discuss as shortly as possible.
We can learn a lot about our bodies when we are subjugated to
pain. Either an injury or just a well applied technique can give us
intimate knowledge of a body parts form and function. Ever had an
injury like a broken arm or something similar? If you have, you
learned how important that part was to your overall function, and if
it hurts when you do this, or that, then why is the question. Put the
question in the book in your head and the answer too if you find it.
Apart from injury lets look at applied pain like we deal with in
every class. Omote Gyaku, does that hurt or what? Great, delve into
it. What hurts exactly, why, when does it hurt the most? You cant
examine these issues if your brain is processing nothing but OW!
You are Uke after all, not punching bag. Build your skill with the
lessons of your pain.
Regardless of religious affinity most folks can agree that Jesus
was a great teacher. If youll give me that I propose to glance at the
spiritual implications of accepting pain. Nailed to a roman cross Jesus
was thoughtful, deliberate, and kind. He expressed love for the very
people who put him there. What do you do when you stub your toe?
Are you thoughtful, deliberate, loving? Im not. So when unexpected
pain drops me into that core person I have insight that I can use to
better myself. Im not saying that if I can pretend it doesnt hurt Im
a better person. Just to use those moments to peek inside. Enough
said on that.
My last point is one not so touchy. Preparing mind and body
for a survival situation. This one is pretty simple, pay attention to
yourself when youre in pain. What do you do? Its an important
question because its the same thing youre going to do when your life is on the
line and every decision is crucial. If youre in a dangerous situation and youre
injured, you can make the appropriate decisions if you know your strengths and weaknesses.
For example, Im going to pass out if I try to use this arm, or Im going
to fly into a blind rage if this arm gets hit. These would be good things to know if youre
hiding or running from someone. The point being, once youre in that situation, its a little
late to be wondering about how this or that is going to affect you.
Im certainly not suggesting anyone go around slamming their
head into walls. Just read it and give it a try. It couldnt hurt.
Ken Thompson lives in Columbus, Georgia and may be contacted via the editor.
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